| My Dearest Koji Minamoto,
Koji, Thank you for teaching me what Love is...really. This Xanga site will be left in peace, in memory of my sweet, pretty, precious, wonderful, smart, cute, perfet Koji. I love you Koji!!! I love you Koji Minamoto!!!! Not only have you taught me everything about love, things that most people...MORE than most people will NEVER know, but you have, in my love for you, Koji, given me the best firiend I could ask for, Elysia Hwang. Now I love Kye Murphy. And Koji? Please give me what I need to become Kye's best friend. I want to get as close as possible to Kye, I mean, I want Kye Murphy to REALLY consider me his BEST firiend!!! I got saved...asking Jesus into my Heart. I hope Kye will or has...because I want to see him in Heaven...
Koji, I love you...
Run.....running over time....running to the future, with you right by my side. Be, be the one I need, be the one I trust most, don't stop inspiring me.....................sometimes it's hard to keep on running, we wrok so hard to keep it going, don't let me fall out of love........me, I'm the one you chose, out of all the people....you wanted me the most......I love you!!
If you're not the one, then why does my soul feel glad today? If you're not the one, then why does my hand fit yours, this way? If you're not for me, then why does your heart return my call? If you are not mine, would I have the strength to stand...at all?
You never know what the future brings, but I know you're here with me now....we'll make it through, and I hope you are the one I share my life with....
I don't wanna run away, but I can't take it, I don't understand...If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am? Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don't need you, then why am I crying on my bed? If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head? If you're not for me, then why does this distanse mame my life? If I don't need you then why do I dream of you, every night?
I don't know why you're so far away, but I know that this muich is true: We'll make it through and I hoep you are the one I share my life with...and I wish that you could be the one I die with...and I pray that you're the one I build my home with...
I know I'll love you all my life...
I don't wanna run away, but I can't take it, I don't understand...If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am? Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
Caus' I miss you, body and soul so strong, that it takes my breath away, and I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today, caus' I love you, and though I can't be with you tonight, you know my heart is by your side...
I don't wanna run away, but I can't take it, I don't understand, if I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am? Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
I love you. My sweet, Smart, cute, wonderful, perfect, pretty, beautiful, loving, lovely Koji Minamoto. :) Forever. Zoe. |